Happy Birthday Yuu!

Four days ago was Aoi’s birthday! He is now 31, so I wanted to do a post to congratulate him, and to do that I’ll give you a video about him I did few years ago.

Hope you enjoy it.

Last, but not last, we all know Aoi has a few moments of loneliness, and has always said that he would be married at 30. Please, wait a bit more! T__T Don’t break my heart, you’re still a fresh man!

I’m always late… TOKYO DOME!

I know it’s almost been a month..but.. have you passed a happy new year? Me, not so much, anyway I’ll enjoy this year to the fullest.

Talking about The Gazette.. TOKYO DOMEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! I wanted to go so much, but the tickets were expensive and so the trip, hotel, and all.  However I read every report, checked every pics and now I’m waiting to get my hands on the dvd.

As usual there was a bit of a fight amongst the fc heresy members and the not-fc-heresy about the special stuff given to them. I’m not part of Heresy (oh by the way, PSC is removing the foreigners members to add them later in this new fc called Global O, or something like that) but I don’t think it’s right to have a special treatment only because you have money. I don’t have enough money to support every month the fc, so what can I do about that? Am I not enough of a fan?  Not fair.  It’s the whole concept that’s wrong, and obliviously I’m putting the blame on Psc not the Heresy-members. But there are a few cases where those Heresy-members get ahead of themselves and decides that it’s not right to spread something that is given especially and ONLY to them. And they get mad if someone put, for example a dvd on the web.  So, will you please think of the other fans as well? And if I have to say it all, well Psc is unfair  to ALL foreigners fans, Heresy or not Heresy. It doesn’t matter to them, but you are not equal to Japanese fans (but you pay the same, if not more). I’ll give you an example, something that happened directly to me: few months ago I wanted to enter in a contest where you could win one of Ruki’s jewels but not only there wasn’t an English version of the site (so if you don’t know japanese you’re screwed), that is basilar..I mean, I didn’t ask for an Italian version, but ENGLISH.. wtf.. all the world talk in English but they do not. Well, then, you had to have a japanese telephone number.  So the things were two: you had to live in Japan, or, you had to be japanese.  So I couldn’t participate (and I wanted them so baaaad T__T I even let my friend who study Japanese to fill the quest for me)..

Below the jewels I was talking about. They’re wonderful, but if you want to buy them…you have to sell some organ, because they’re very expensive.

I’m not dead

Geez, I almost abandoned this blog too. So I’m here trying not to do so, ever again. So what’s new?

I’ll start talking about Gazette. This was a tough period for them and for me. I almost left the fandom, due to unbearable delusion. That was the time when “Shiver” came out.. and it was so POP. So damn different to their usual style, and above all it was used as an opening for an anime, Monoshitsuji (the second season of Kuroshitsuji), which I hate. Then, few things changed, thanks to god. They made it, returning, bit by bit, to the REAL Gazette style that I love, more metal less pop. And so, here we are again.

First of all I’ll publish Ruki and Aoi’s link page to twitter, so you can follow them (I do obliviously). Those are the only real ones, if you see others account of them, or of the other 3 members DON’T believe it.

http://twitter.com/#!/RUKItheGazettE – Ruki’s

http://twitter.com/#!/Aoi_theGazettE – Aoi’s

And here a fan page where you can find english translation of their tweets -> http://twitter.com/#!/gazetweet_eng

I’ll write here the best tweets sometimes. I’m waiting for Kai, Reita and Uruha to open a twitter account too T__T .

Problems @_@

I kind of messed up everything! I’m so bad when it comes to tecnology..It all started yesterday, when linux (I had enought of windows months ago) didn’t word and suddenly the display turned black…And I was like: Oh shit..what the hell do I do now? – So I kinda asked for advice in the official forum but than it’s too difficult for me to understand computer language. This is all because my sister, who intended to just update my linux, installed the new one NOT on the old one, but a part. So I have two linux, and when I start my pc the display just go crazy and block halfway. Really.. I need someone who can fix that.

But on the other side, I’m so happy to have linux.. no more virus yayyy!

Me?

Hello again,

what am I doing? Seriously, I promised myself not to open an english blog but … here I am. So what should I talk about? Today finally is sunny and I can see the blue sky with only few white clouds.. I really love this atmosphere, it inspires me.  I hope I can get well soon, I’m tired of being sick (damn virus). And outside life continues without me.. so hurry upppp! >_<

こんにちは、

何を行うのですか？まじめな話、私自身は英語のブログを開かないことを約束した…ここで私はしています。それでは、私は話をすべきか？今日の最 後に晴れていると私はいくつかの白い雲..と、青い空を見ることができます私は本当にこのような雰囲気の愛、それは私も刺激。私は早くよくなって、私の疲 れを得ることを願って（いまいましいウイルス）病気である。さらに、外部の生活、私なし..続くので、急いで！ >_<

Bios

I should have done this from the very start. However here the biografy of the Gazette.

RUKI

° Real name: Matsumoto Takanori
° Date of Birth: February 1, 1982
° Place of birth: Kanagawa
° Blood type: B
° Height: 162 cm
° Piercing: 5 in the right ear
° Favorite colors: purple, red, black, silver
° Hobbies: shopping
° Type of cigarettes: Pianissimo
° Family: parents, older brother
° Favorite Drink: Kirin Koiwai Apple
° above bands: Mikoto, Ma’die Kuss, Kar + te = zyAnose

AOI

° Real Name: Shiroyama Yuu
° Date of Birth: January 20, 1979
° Place of birth: Mie
° Blood type: A
° Height: 171 cm
° Weight: 55 kg
° Favorite colors: white, black
° Hobbies: composing, doing guitar solos
° Type of cigarettes: Marlboro Mental
° Family: parents, brother and sisters
° preferred brands: Bvlgari, Vivienne Westwood, Dolce & Gabbana, Armani
° Favorite Drink: SUPER DRY, coffee
° Band previous Mervilles, Arts

URUHA

° Real name: Takashima Kouyou
° Date of Birth: 9-06-1981
° Place of birth: Kanagawa
° Blood type: O
° Height: 177cm
° Weight: 62kg
° Favorite color: purple, gray
° Hobbies: billiard, pachinko, bowling
° Type of cigarettes: Marlboro Menthol Light
° Family: parents, two older sisters
° Animals prefer: dog, polar bear, penguins, ducks home
° Favorite bands: PPFM, CHROME HEARTS, Rude Gallery
° Perfume: Gucci Rushes, Bvlgari
° Piercings: 4 right ear, left ear 5
° above bands: Karasu, Ma’die Kuss, Kar + te = zyAnose

REITA

° Real Name:  Akira Suzuki
° Date of Birth: 27 May 1981
° Place of birth: Kanagawa
° Blood type: A
° Height: 172cm
° Weight: 55 kg
° Favorite colors: purple, red, white
° Hobbies: watching movies
° Type of Cigarettes: Mild Seven Lights
° Family: mother, grandmother, sister
° preferred brands: Deal Design, King Mob Tenderloin, anticlassical
° Favorite Drink: Liveguard
° above bands: Karasu, Ma’die Kuss, Kar + te = zyAnose

KAI

~ Real Name: Uke Yutaka
~ Date of Birth: October 28, 1981
~ Stage name: Kai
~ Birthplace: Tokushima
~ Blood type: B
~ Height: 172 cm
~ Weight: 55 kg
~ Favorite colors: black, red, white, blue, silver, gold
~ Hobbies: cooking, soccer, collecting Zippo
~ Type of cigarettes: Marlboro Red Box
~ Family: Parents
~ Favorite Brand: custom culture, Justin Davis and Tenderloin
~ Band previous Mareydi † Creia

It just made me laugh that Kai’s real name is “Uke”.. you know, it’s kind of embarassing (maybe ‘cuz I’m thinking of ecchi xD lol).. I like Reita’s name better (surprisingly) and of course the others too – yuu’s my nickname :Þ just to let you understand how much I love Aoi. xD

And…that’s it for today!

Kai’s here

So here’s the news a friend found for me. This is Kai writing from the manager site. A little bit of an interview : )

«Hey, it’s Kai here. Good morning… I had a crappy morning today so hear me out a little ,k? D:< I had a photoshoot session today so I woke up at 6 a.m, then Ryou-chin picked me up on the way to the office. It’s been long since I’ve been this pissed so please bear with me… When we were in the car, Ryou-chin told me that I should do my best today and all. Then there was a truck coming up in front of us. And at that time the road we were on was really narrow!! Plus the oncoming truck was a really big ass truck- I mean, it should not have even taken this road in the first place!!! Well ~ it’s needless to say it but I felt like I’m in this trap I can’t avoid!!! In the end, even though we entered the narrow road first, we gave up and reversed the car. WTF!!?? IS THIS!!?? It’s unbelievable!? Dont’t tell me that it’s just a trivial matter!! haha~ I just wanted to tell everyone that good manners are important!! Those who drives big cars should understand what I’m talking about, right? Or have you never even considered about the cars coming from the other side~??!! I’ll never forgive those who never even considered about it… Gah, I can’t believe I lost it early in the morning!! Ah, to those who thinks, Kai’s reporting this on the manager’s blog, so he must be updating his blog next, right? You’re correct! XD After today’s photoshoot, I’ll update my blog! Sorry for the delay! ^_^; »

Awwwwwwwwwwww I’d love to read Gazette’s blog ç__ç

Oh and sorry for the rude post the other day.. I got emotional xD

How much I hate fangirls

http://ameblo.jp/e-ryon2/entry-10418886989.html#main <<  THIS IS A DAMN FANGIRL’S SITE. (and public whore, I suppose)

She is the vocal coach for Ruki (as well as SUG, ALICE NINE, and so on) she posted a pic of him and wrote things like : “ohhh I get to knew all of the staff <3 lucky me!”

I hate her (well I’m just jealous)  even if she claims to be old.  http://ameblo.jp/e-ryon2/image-10379435312-10294750431.html

SCREW YOUUUU! >_______<

Without a trace

So here some news I read all around the net. It seems that this ballad is dedicated to a dead fan, probably when the gazette weren’t so famous. In these lines Ruki confesses himself, telling his sense of guilt for not be able to save that girl.  While wondering how he could save her, or at least help, in the end he felt like everybody else: he “closed eyes” in front of his pain. He even considers “hypocrite” having written a song for her because, while doing nothing when she was still alive, now that she is dead, even if these verses were to reach it, it would be too late.
The phrase “I can not see the lotus in front of my eyes”, set in quotation marks, it can be understood as “I can not see my future,” and so the next one, which refers to the death of the lotus, it might also be affect the future of the girl, who is dissolving before his eyes.

Or at least, so Kai said.

Heres the text. (thanks @jpopasia.com)

Romanji Zeijakuna ishiki wo hagare, yukkuri to ashioto o tatezu ni, hai ni nari konagona ni chiru, soredake.. soredake.. Without a trace. Nochi ni shiru kanjou wa, muryoku yori hikyou, konzai ishiki no soko wo hau, senzaiishiki ni toikakeru, me no mae no asu ga mienai. Tachitsukusu kisetsu ni iki wo umete, sukui wo matta kimi wa mu he, mou kikoe wa shinai kareta uta wa, ate mo naku naite iru. Soushitsu ni nagasu namida wa, taeteta kurushimi ni mo nagareru? Dare mo ga migorosu ka no you, mabuta wo tojiru. Rasen ni karamaru karada ga, yukkuri yukkuri nejireru, sen no toge wo nodo ni ate tou, ore ni nani ga sukueru? Me no mae de asu ga shinderu. Tachitsukusu kisetsu ni iki wo umete, sukui wo matta kimi wa mu he, mou kikoe wa shinai kareta uta wa, ate mo naku naite iru. Furishikiru kasumi ga harenu you ni.. Ikita akashi ga kienu you ni.. Kono uta ga kimi he to todoku no nara, gizen da to omou darou. Tachitsukusu kisetsu ni iki wo umete, sukui wo matta kimi wa mu he, mou kikoenu you ni kaketa koe wa, modosenai tsumi to shiru. Translation: I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, So my footsteps won’t make a sound. I become ash, scattering into tiny pieces. It’s only this, nothing more… Without a trace The feeling that I’m aware of my ignorance is more cowardice than helplessness. Crawling into the bottom of my mixed consciousness, I ask my subconsciousness… “I cannot see my future…” Burying your breath in the still season, You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness. The withered song you cannot hear anymore… It’s crying without exception. My tears that fell for my loss Will also flow when I endure this agony. Just like everyone else who deserted you, I close my eyelids. My body that’s entwined within the spiral is slowly, slowly twisting. In my throat, there are thousands of questions that are like thorns; I’m asking, “What can I save?” My future is dying right before my eyes… Burying your breath in the still season, You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness. The withered song you cannot hear anymore… It’s crying without exception. The dense fog that refuses to clear up… So the proof of your existence that won’t dissipate… If this song reaches you, You’ll probably think it’s hypocritical. Burying your breath in the still season, You, who waited for help, dissovled into nothingness. I can’t make my raised voice retreat so you can’t hear it anymore… I’ve come to realize that it is my sin.

Kanji 脆弱な意識を剥がれ ゆっくりと足音を立てずに 灰になり粉々に散る それだけ…それだけ… Without a trace. 後に知る感情は 無力より卑怯 混在意識の底を這う 潜在意識に問いかける 「目の前の明日が見えない。」 立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて 救いを待った君は無へ もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は 宛ても無く泣いている 「喪失」に流す涙は 耐えてた苦しみにも流れる 誰もが見殺すかのよう 目蓋を閉じる 螺旋に絡まる身体が ゆっくりゆっくり捩じれる 千の棘を喉にあて問う 俺に何が救える？ 目の前で明日が死んでる。 立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて 救いを待った君は無へ もう聞こえはしない枯れた詩は 宛ても無く泣いている 降りしきる翳みが晴れぬように… 生きた証が消えぬように… この詩が君へと届くのなら 偽善だと思うだろう 立ち尽くす季節に息を埋めて 救いを待った君は無へ もう　聞こえぬようにかけた声は戻せない 罪と知る

Random news

I  decided that this will be my own Gazette Palace and I’m trying to write english/ japanese (sorry it’s from google) so that my blog can be more “international” and I like it!
I just came to know that ruki’s not proud of “cassis” ’cause is way too melodic xDD but the fans do, so there’s no choice.. ruki you idiot! Cassis is one of my favourite Gazette’s songs  too ç_ç / Only because they do some melodic songs among the  metal ones that doesn’t mean they’ve become pop. Ruki try to understand that! xD

Anyway ~♥ I’m going to gather material, means some Gazette’s stuff, very soon. Wait ’till then :3 .

私は、この私自身の官報パレスされ、私は英語を書き込もうとしている/日本語（にGoogleからの残念）ので、私のブログ”国際的な詳細することができます”と私はそれのように決定！
私はちょうどrukiの”カシス”‘の原因に誇りを持って知ることになったがあまりにもxDDがメロディックファンはありませんので、選択の余地..さんあなたばかruki！カシスは私のお気に入りの官報の曲もç_çです/ので、金属製のものの間でいくつかの旋律の曲かだけが彼らだなって開くことを意味していません。 Rukiを理解しようとすると！ xD

とにかく〜♥私は材料を集めるには、つもりいくつかの官報のものは、非常に早くなります。まで待って’して：3。